One is wearing the half old fogey of thick cotton-padded clothes, gou is worn the firework paper end that the waist is sweeping blast of village road edge to break. Nearby, shipshape code is worn ten greatly small firework paper carapace. I and he 4 eye are opposite, we were given out " Oh -- " sound, but the name that does not make give opposite party. To avoid more awkwardness, after greeting simply, I went away. Want ah want, remember this individual to come eventually. He should be a boss. I am in factory of a state-operated more than 10 years ago the job, gate of pass in and out of a few useless old goods and materials, need me this will do procedure. He is driving a car in those days, as joint as the person a factory. A person has money, I look to come out to also listen to come out. He is wealthy person. A such old bosses that once had money very much, how to sweep in the village in the city had a street, and care about carapace of paper of these ten firework? Life, someone says is the wood one autumn, pessimistic perhaps. Still be even if as understanding is the wood, also ten million is planted likelihood. It is likely derive nutrition grows higher; The likelihood blossommed arboreous, wilderness overgrown with grass of stand aloof Yu Mang is wild; The likelihood suffers day internal heat, burn for cindery; Can suffer big disaster, melt into sapropel... the meaning of life depends on infinite likelihood, infinite inaccuracy is decided. In those days that likes to sit in my study to read a book, all the day tacit little boy, hangzhou ran a plant now, he often is opening a luxurious and cross-country car to see me, know I do not have this hobby obviously, obstinate still ground brings smoke and wine to me. I know this is his acknowledgment, but I still remember his mother in those days afraid: So indrawn boy, do how later? In those days that bashful, little girl of Chou Chou, she cans not afford a jotter. She finds my parents to wanted to come address, write a letter to beg the jotter of the sort of yellow wrappage in the factory. She is married now " rich and powerful family " , opening I not quite the racing bike of understanding, her dress is bright, I dare not call her. The first short message that I get in New Year, it is an unfamiliar number. Have sentence leave a message special warmth: Land teacher, are you still becoming an editor, notice the body Oh! I now Shanghai, the job is good, the life is good, thank you are helped to mine and coach in those days. He (she) , or it is the trainee that comes in summer vacation time, a batch another batch, I do not know him (she) it is Zhang Qing's acerbity which one face. ... This is life is wonderful, or is dim without light, or glows. You do not know how to will be deduced after a life forever. Resembling is bridge same, do not know the other side can give which piece of shop sign. In those days in the office that I take in the factory, drinking the boiled water that the pubic provides freely, enjoying the treatment with state-owned favorable company, I enter a bookshop every week, buy a few books that like to look... I feel so can carefree to the ground spends this lifetime, but after I do not know, the company can change make, the factory can manage not to be pooh-poohed, I more do not know to oneself can become a news editor, I cannot think of to do news to edit so more is to should go up of evening shift, and be to should give health and family. I cannot think of really. Life, in people look, it is a story. In oneself heart, it is ego is the clearest experience, acid is sweet as hot as suffering if the fish waters,just be like. Look much person bearer is gone to, see be used to the flower blossoms fall, where is the meaning that just knows life. I let me understand a reason eventually: The lifetime that must not give oneself decides tune, the life that also must not give others bravely makes judge, must not on the commanding elevation that absurd him flatter oneself stands in morality, also must not think oneself were had " influence " OK the palm accuses everything... This is not to threaten. Everybody does not decide in experience. So you want as far as possible clear up your proud, evil is slippery, chill... ask opposite lot with a devotional manner, no matter we, no matter lose by force, no matter rich deficient, no matter gentle and simple, no matter old little. |
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