In one's childhood, I look forward to very much grown, after I want to be brought up, parents also is in charge of again do not wear me. Can want to drink cold water to drink cold water, want not to sleep midday, that is certain very happy. Wait for me to be brought up really, also be in charge of me to drink without the person again really do not drink cold water, I discover however at the outset that ideal is too negligible. And, in gain this negligible freedom while, had again new bigger not free. Went to work at 8 o'clock for instance, even if be late 5 minutes, the leader's complexion, can compare in one's childhood parental malformation is gotten much. I begin to yearn for that carefree in one's childhood life, in the meantime, had new longing again: What moment ability fulfils stretch duty, that is certain very happy, can arrive to sleep sleepily, or else sleeps lightly with the bell that be troubled by good dream, need not not wash even the face again, the sock forgets wear, run quickly madly toward the office. A certain number of after year, realized stretch duty really. But I discover, the happiness that expects at the outset unexpectedly into thin air. Because of the growth as the age, although not was troubled by a bell, also did not have in the morning sleep the good luck of lie-in, even the day does not shine to awake, faineant glare arrives dawn. Recollect job of a few years to experience me to return discovery, every can have a feeling to an unit at odds leader, always look for my trouble. Then, often hope this leader is moved, think to want this individual to be moved only oneself, the job is met very happy. Have a few times, he does not go I go, do not leave father here, have place leaving father oneself. And actually, arrived the next time, next place, at odds leader still very closely associated with each other. I begin to look forward to again: Which days of daughter-in-law boiled a mother-in-law, what need not get a leader again is angry, that is certain very happy. Pass again a certain number of year, boil eventually gave a head, oneself become a leader. But I discover, the happiness that yearns for at the outset still did not come. Although do not have a person to make carding comments to you again, but, how what responsibility wants me to lose, square field surface wants take into account, heart how so tired? Attend a meeting every day, dinner party, hear a report, assign the job, so busy that begin new longing again like like top me: Where day can get remote in time or space alive You Zai, need not be in charge of again so eventful, think fishing fishs, think card games with respect to card games, the face that need not see so much affectation again, listen to those disgusting falsehood, read those as dry as a chip documents, that ability is happy. Time is like an arrow, retired in an instant, want me to bear any responsibility without the person again really, at the outset bored phone also is hit no longer, door front courtyard is desolate really also to pommelled horse rare, all time belonged to him, I discover however, the happy where that yearns for at the outset is what happiness, it is the person goes tea simply cool desolate with endless loneliness. Sit below the setting sun alone, begin to ponder over life: My this lifetime, arrive as a child big, from arrive greatly old, if,feel how, will get happiness tomorrow, can be for what after each desire implementation, did not come happily as before? At that time, just calculate understood a word truly: "Past heart cannot be gotten, prospective heart cannot be gotten. " everything all is in actually instantly. If you feel not happy now, always feeling to alter ability is happy, the ability that perhaps went is happy, so it is difficult to be afraid all one's life have real happy feeling! After if want,knowing 20 years can happy, with respect to individual state of mind character, see present condition can know: If your instantly feels happy, also should meet after 20 years happy; If you have too much thing to will be sent tomorrow, after 20 years, no matter whether these desires come true, you won't feel true happiness possibly. The truth is very simple, the desire is not happy source, however all painful roots. A desire was satisfied, generation of the meeting on the horse is new, go round and round, endless. Be in happily instantly, with respect to each days in your hand, even each quarter, and perhaps did not come in the past absolutely. |
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